corner of my eye

my day is fast approaching when i will no longer be tolerant of the life that i am living.
because, because i have seen something better. and after seeing this, i am no longer satisfied with "good enough".
these things that i have seen are simply flashes,
snapshots out of the corner of my eye.

i glance, and it's gone but it haunts me more and more until i am practically gasping for air with the very lungs i have been breathing from since day 1.
no matter. i know what i have seen, and although none can see what i have, i embrace the solitude of my one thought, my vision that is not shared by another of my kind.

Perhaps i am insane but truth be known, i much prefer it.
It suits me, and requires no sane thoughts, only free ones. and that is, actually, my goal.
to utterly destroy this box that i have been born into, this guilded cage that i am so very secure in.

to break free and fly away.