my life - or the last two weeks, at least

So much has happened, it's been hard to find time to write it all down! I guess I'll write what I can remember (which may not be a lot, knowing me and my bad memory) and we'll see how far I get....

1. School started!
So far, I'm liking my classes. I have Intro to Business, Psychology I, Photojournalism and Pilates... wow! That's a lot of P Classes....
Business is probably my least favorite but I'm determined to get through it.. even if it kills me! There are about 20 students, and we're all reeaally quiet. I think it's partly because it starts at 7:45, but I think there are just a lot of shy people. The material isn't really all that hard, but I feel very out of place there, like I don't belong. I'm hoping it gets better but if not, oh well.
Psychology is my favorite class! So much in fact, that I'm thinking of majoring in it! I just find it so fascinating, learning all these things about myself and others. There is about 50 students in this class, and definitely my biggest class. People seem more friendly in it, too. I've met one guy named Trevor, and we sat together but he might drop the class which sucks. I tried to use all my womanly whiles to get him to stay but who knows haha. Then there's this guy in front of me named Julian, and he's really outgoing and funny. And there's this really hot guy that sits across the room from me that keeps looking over! Score! Haha okay... just kidding. But seriously....
Then there's Photojournalism. With only 11 students, it's pretty cozy. It's once a week, so I've only had one class so far but we've already started bonding, i think! For starters, we all love photography which is awesome, and the teacher seems cool too!
Finally, there's Pilates! Boy, what a workout! It looks easy.... but it's very deceptive :) I can feel it working already! It's only twice a week, but it starts at 6:00am!! I'm getting used to it tho... and there are some really cool people there!

2. Work... or lack thereof.
Wow, I forgot how bad it sucks to be unemployed! I had to quit my old job because it was too far to drive every day, but now i'm starting to wish i'd just stuck it out... i never realized how bad the economy is until I started the job hunt... there's nothing! And worse..... i'm lazy, so I probably haven't been doing as much as I should. Sigh. I wish it were easier.

3. Crazies...
My life has just gone from hectic to downright chaotic! It seems like everything that can go wrong, will! There are so many things going on at home with my parents, so I'm helping out as much as I can around the house. Im trying to figure out college for next year, which is hard to do when you have no money... or any prospects of it. Plus, it seems like all my friends (excluding you, Jamie... i know you're reading this and I LOVE YOU!! hehe ) have just all kind of.... disappeared. It is so bizarre. I'll text them and they don't answer back. I talk to them at church and they act like I have the Black Plague! I call them.... but they would rather talk to other people. What is going on?? Do i just have a big Loser sticker on my forehead??

Okay, enough complaining. You know, for as hard as this all is, I feel like it's really bringing me closer to God. I know that this is just a learning time, and Im having faith that everything will work out in the end... He's already starting to!!! I went with Bianca to Fort Collins on Sunday, and we decided to head to the mall. I asked her if I had my keys, and then just assuming i did, we went in. An hour later, I came back and I heard this humming... Bianca looked at me and asked, "Did you leave your car running??" Turns out, I had! I still can't believe that it didnt get stolen... or that i did that!!! i have never done anything like that before! All i know is He was guarding that car.... i am so thankful.

Wow. Life... is good. For all the crazies, I'm appreciating it. I know that these are the best years of my life, and by golly! I'm going to enjoy them! :)