disturbing...

oh ya. I forgot to record my morbid dream.
(why do i always have those??)

okay, so i can't remember a whole lot of it except for i was with this lady and she was i think my cousin or something. So anyways, I had gone over to see her and her kids. She had three, and while she was in the front yard with one of them, I was on the second story on this little balcony. Well, her youngest boy (he was probably about 6 or 7 months old) and he tried to crawl out through this window onto the balcony. I was sitting right there, and i looked away for a minute and when i looked back his brother (who was probably two) came up behind him and started shutting the window on top of his head! I tried to stop him but before I could he had pushed the window into the baby's head, and he died right there!
I felt so sick, looking at it. I had no idea how it had happened. But he was dead!

I'd really like to see the psychologists try and figure out that one! Honestly, I may be a little eccentric sometimes, but definitely not psycho! Why do I dream such weird things? And on such a regular basis?