love you.... no more

well, that was a flop.
i tried to tell him that i loved him and he didn't even know it.
so i guess i can officially cross that off of my list on how to woo.
damn.
now that list is gonna be super short!!!
i don't even think i'll have a list anymore.
oh well.
it's probably not a good idea anyway.
he's trouble.
but so gorgeous!
and i'm sure everyone in this whole wide world knows i love him because i keep complaining about it.
except for him, of course.
so right now i can officially say that i'm the loneliest girl on the planet.
and that's it. that's all i'm gonna say.
because even if everyone else isn't tired of hearing me complain, I AM.
It is so annoying!
so.... no more. all done.
I'll be Miss Independent. Like I always am. Like I always have been.
God, it sure would be nice to have a little change.
But nope!

haha okay, bitter feelings. I should write a country song about it lmao!! except for that would remind me of him..... he loves country, and sings along in his truck, and he has the most beautiful voice.... ok stop!! I'm not even going to go there.